for April 30, 2021
Weeping shown not hiding His tears
The Gospel of John Eleven 24 thru 30
31 So when the Jews who were with her in the house comforting her saw Mary get up quickly and go out, they followed her, presuming that she was going to the tomb to weep there. 32 When Mary came to where Jesus was and saw him, she fell at his feet and said to him, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” 33 When Jesus saw her weeping and the Jews who had come with her weeping, he became perturbed* and deeply troubled, 34 and said, “Where have you laid him?” They said to him, “Sir, come and see.” 35 And Jesus wept. 36 So the Jews said, “See how he loved him.”
A brother in Christ today reminded me how deep our struggles are that people have no idea what they were or how they were dealt with. Mine are no different yet unique to a desire to shed shame with a bullet overcome by a broken rail of a loft’s suspension dangling a stronger rope than the unknown rotten wood weak enough to keep neck bones from snapping finding His Arms were there to catch a hurting soul. Even my own children now can’t forgive the results of suicidal behavior brought on by trauma experienced in the Navy. Trauma has a way of silencing you yet life moves as we dance with the Devil finding out there is only one way to find peace in a world by Christ. Many of the world have experienced this keen need to death and destruction living opposite to Gods Command running from shame unable to discuss.
Here, as we find judgement hard to deal with by the interactions of a past life without placing God First. When you are forced to do something you do not want, it sometimes leads to questioning your own sexuality delving into a mixed-up world of boys loving boys girls loving girls people encouraging children to be the sex they are not as young adults make life changing decisions they will never be unable to do undue. The world is using judgement as their launching platform of deception until one day the world will tell each of us what to do and when to do it.
Judgment. To look and ask questions why? Non-Judgement. To see and pray for those confused by some as others blatantly deny what you see is ok or not. One day each and every one of us will attest to our lives of living love, faith and hope of mercy to be real and everlasting life makes peace a reality if confessed as True. My assets are given to this reality even in the hurt of losing children to the world. Spiritual warfare is abundant in ways we never thought possible. You can’t deny this when you hear Him whisper in your ear the reality of Redemption. Amen.
Join us in our daily prayer of forgiveness. I am sorry Lord. I believe You died and rose for me. Prayers for our son Gabriel and Allen Thomas Wiggins. Prayers for Dr. Cruz-Peluca. Silence for the prayers of others. CORO-19 prayers globally. Holy Spirit and St Joseph CC & Holy Mother Church. In Jesus Precious Blood by His Name we pray. Amen.
I am a poet obedient to Christ,
Evangelist Thomas Cruz†Wiggins
†Spirit led God inspired Christ fed†
04-30-2021 Gospel of John Eleven 3136
**Weeping shown not hiding His tears**
Friends labeled Jews
Follow Mary sought
Weeping tomb visited
Presumed after thought
Seeing Jesus draw near
Feet worshiped as fear
If you were here
Died not brother dear
Perturbed came Jesus blinding sear
Troubled deeply as He fought
Weeping Jesus showed His tears
Him laid where His spot
See here we will show you
Weeping shown not hiding His tears
Lazarus loved much love to do
Jews find His Authority as fears
© Thomas Joe Cruz†Wiggins
April 30, 2021 @ 08:33 AM EST
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